Clint, I can certainly sympathize! I had a major surgery last December and I think the hardest part was the waiting beforehand. Once I knew the surgery was needed i would have really, really rather just headed to the hospital and had it over with!
The only encouragement I can provide is that keep it in the front of your head that you will be better off once you get this done... Concentrating on the end goal will help you get through the miserable waiting and initial recovery time. picture the things you will be able to do after you get healed up... you know it will be worth it!