Charlie, the fishing you do is amazing.. I believe you put a ton of acquired skill, knowledge and dedication towards the pursuit of your quarry.. You have been on some of the same streams, rivers , oceans , lakes and ponds as me,
many, many more I'm sure.. Your skills with a fly swatter are not even in the same league (imo) as myself and many folks I know, you may say the same to those you know as well..
Point is , your pretty dam good to say the least at how you chose to fish.. I try as well in most of my adventures..
We both know the spawning migration on the Mighty Hudson is a beast of it's own.. I learn more every season and been fishing this river since the mid 70's , Heck I'm still learning ..
To me, being out there and gaining confidence by our results is very healing..
You will catch and hope you post that cow this year !!!